Non-suicidal self injury?

Huh. I don't do it for those reasons, or for suicidal reasons. I've been having some pretty homicidal thoughts lately. I just feel, more "connected" to my blades, as I press them into me, learn what they truly are. I love it, but would never wish death. I guess everyone has their thing though, just be careful, don't want to die before you help someone else do it.